Dear R,
A long time ago, in another lifetime, I was head over heels, act like a fool, in love with you. Everyone we worked with thought we would be perfect together and I feel right into that trap and started thinking that too.
Oh, it started out all nice. You showed some interest. Even took me to dinner and a movie a couple of times which led me to believe that you liked me too. But, you didn't really.
So, while my heart was getting caught up in "does he like me" and "I love him", yours was showing indifference. I let myself get caught up in the drama of wanting a relationship so badly that I wasn't even seeing the signs clearly.
So, I can't blame you that my heart was broken. That is fully on me. I've learned since then to be more aware of what the reality is and not get caught up in the fantasy.
Sincerely and now fully healed,
Mary
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