I realized almost the whole week has gone by and I haven't written anything in my blog at all. That's a telling sign for me. This week...man, it's hard to describe this week. I don't want to go into detail but suffice it to say that this week was hard. It's left me feeling beaten and full of self doubt about my abilities. And that just pisses me off because I KNOW I am capable and shouldn't let other influences eat away at my confidence. But when it comes at you like a hurricane with teeth, chewing you up and spitting you out, it's not easy to hold it together.
I need a cave. With a TV and fridge.
3 comments:
no need to apologize, i have these "get small" moments too, you'll regroup and come back
I was wondering about you on friday while i was in the emergency room getting breathing treatments and having to deal with people poking me over and over trying to find a vein. i know you will be ok. don't doubt yourself, you are glorious! :) i'm ok, I just let it go on a little longer than i should have because i didn't know where my doctor went when she left the clinic and was scared to go somewhere new. take care of yourself, you know, wine, bubble baths, foot treatments etc, etc :)
Van - soemtimes regrouping seems like a lot of hard work.
Prin - you better take care of yourself! You had just better!!
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