From here to eternity...

I feel like I am in a perpetual state of waiting these days. Of course, Alex and I have been waiting a long time to be able to put our plan in motion. Getting some cash together to start the immigration papers seems to have taken a lifetime. I got a notice on Monday that the money was coming through BUT I have to wait until Friday. I know it's only a few more days but at this point those last few days seem to be the longest ever.

Couple of weeks ago, I went to the eye doc and ordered some new glasses. They told me it would take about a week. I've been waiting for them to call but they never do. I called today and the frames I ordered haven't even arrived yet. They said maybe they would get them in the shipment today. So I wait...

At work I've been asking the agency to create a new position - a lead RN Care Manager - which would assist me in training and teaching the RN's I supervise. Not being a nurse, it's difficult for me to be able to answer the questions they sometimes come up with. Three weeks ago, I proposed this to the higher ups and it was decided it was a good idea. They said they would have to post it so anyone could apply. Then they didn't post it. I asked again today. They said they would post it. They didn't. So I wait...

I am a very patient person but I have to tell you, I HATE waiting. Waiting is just repetitious nothingness that drives me insane. I know waiting is an inevitable part of life and I know "good things come to those who wait" blah blah blah...but I hate it. I hate every excrutiating minute of it. There just is no good way to wait.