Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

My Laundry List...

So, summer is pretty well over and I'm faced with having an MRI done on my right shoulder which has been a sonofabitch all summer long. Bone spurs, they say. I was sent to physical therapy for it but that damn near killed me because the pain just kept getting worse. So, hi ho hi ho it's off to the MRI I go!

This summer has been a strange series of what I will refer as My Laundry List of Health Related Crap That I Had to Deal With.

It all started with my right knee. Now, for the past I don't know how many years, I have had pain in my left knee. It stems from a car accident when I was a kid and now I have arthritis in that knee. Plus, the knee cap isn't exactly all there so it aches most of the time and especially if it's going to rain. A couple of Alleve and I'm good. But earlier this summer, my right knee...the good one...started aching and throbbing and swelling up to the point where walking was a bitch! I went to an orthopedic doc and after some x-rays he tells me that I have some arthritis in that knee too but the pain is actually at the opposite side of the knee and is from over compensating for the afflicted side. So, I was sent to water therapy. It worked great! I learned exercises I could do at home and spent a lot of time in a super heated pool strengthening the muscles around my knee and it's perfect now! No pain!

Shortly after that happened, my arm began hurting. At first it was a dull ache which seemed to be mostly in my wrist. I had been treated for carpal tunnel a long time ago and I really thought it had just come back. Gradually the pain increased and was now a stabbing pain in my upper arm. Reaching for anything was painful! And it really did feel like someone was stabbing me! I iced it and took more Alleve and used my wrist brace. Then I went to Sweden for two weeks.

While I was there the pain kept on and it was getting worse. Additionally, while I was there I got an infected toe. A really ugly seriously infected toe. I had a small blister on my toe and made the stupid mistake of walking around my father-in-laws bathroom as I helped clean up some water that was flooding it. Turned out the water was coming from the sewage pipe and my toe was hot, red, swollen and oozing. I was scared I might get blood poisoning. Luckily, we had some disinfectant, antibiotic ointment and alcohol wipes so I just kept cleaning it well, and kept it bandaged. By the time we flew home it was healing nicely but my arm was acting up badly.

Once home, I knew, I had to see the doc. I was sent for x-rays. Bone spurs, they said. I was sent to therapy again. Every time I did my therapy I would not be able to do another single thing all night. I would be in so much pain that I could just sit and ice it and whimper. That night I would be not be able to sleep because any movement would cause the stabbing pain again. At work, I was unable to do much of anything and I work at a desk, for crying out loud! After two weeks, I called the doc again. I begged him to do something else and so...this Saturday...I will have the MRI.

Whatever this is, I will do whatever it takes to not be in this pain. I don't like taking medications so I'm not going to even try pain killers. I want this ordeal to be over with and I want my damn arm back again! All summer long I had health issues to deal with and I'm sick and tired of it. I don't want to head into Autumn with this hanging on! Enough already!