I have this thing I do. After a few years of doing one thing - a job for instance - I get really restless and start feeling like there has to be something better. I'm feeling that more and more now. Thing is, I like my job and the people I work with and I get paid a good salary to do it. I also know that the agency I work for values my input and trusts me to get the job done. All in all, a tasty position - one the most people would be saisfied with. But for me, I feel each day is the same, over and over again. I'm starting to lose what it was that drew me into it in the first place. I'm starting to feel like I want to move onto something else, some place else. I am in a rut.
All of this leads me to high stress and depression. I wish I could earn a living doing something more creative, more exciting. I just don't know what that would be or where to look for it. So, I stay and feel myself slipping perilously close to resenting all of it.
Maybe it's winter... maybe it's me. I don't know. I just know that I hate it. And I also know that I have to be very careful not to act rashly in case this is a passing phase.
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create. i'm telling you. make something. some music perhaps?
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