I don't know why but for the last three night I've had the strangest unsettling dreams. The first was one where I was just going about my day and my teeth started falling out as I was talking. It was creepy and scary and I woke up feeling weirded out. The dream didn't last that long and nothing else really happened in it so I have no idea what that was about.
The next was me, again just going about my day, this time with Alex, and the beautiful ring he gave me started to fall apart. The stone fell into the sink drain and the metal started shredding. I was beside myself with sadness and panic trying to get the pieces before I lost them because it was clear that I could put it back together. In the dream, Alex was so understanding and kept telling me that it was only a ring and it could be replaced and I was yelling that I didn't want another ring, I wanted THIS ring. I woke up and my heart was pounding.
Then I had a dream that the walls in my apartment were melting. The thing is I wasn't upset by this. I mean I wasn't running out of the place in terror. I was just living in the apartment with the melting walls. It was annoying me but not making me actually do anything about it.
I have no idea what these dreams mean or if dreams actually ever mean anything. It's just that lately I've been dreaming a lot and I always seem to remember my dreams. I used to know someone who painted and he would use his dreams as his subjects. His paintings were always very dark and frightening and I used to think if I dreamed like he did I would check into some therapy.
I have been a vivid dreamer all my life. I can think of something before I fall asleep and usually can manipulate that thought into a dream. I have also had recurring dreams since I was a kid and, no matter what, if I dream I remember it. I wonder what that says about me...
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That is such a freaky feeling Mary. You wake up wondering if what you were dreaming about actually happened.
A few blogs back you mentioned that you were under the weather. I have noticed that my dreams are particularly bizarre whenever I am ill.
i have had recurring dreams throughout my life too...creepy. but the weirdest one's came after my mother died. i keep dreaming that we are doing stuff together and it's just like she is here with me. money was always such an issue between us, but in my dreams there is no money but yet she's going on about her business just like she had all the money in the world. strange. i can't remember the recurring one's right now but recently i told the boy all of them. i've had them ever since i can remember. curious.
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