I'm feeling rather "meh" today. You know that ho-hum, middle of the road, boring, Muzak kind of feeling? I got it. I mean, there's work, there's family stuff, there's home, there's just more regular boring stuff going on and on.
It's January. It's cold. I get like this.
I don't know why I can't just feel some kind of satisfaction in that life is as good as it is. Because it is good. I mean, even with my mom being ill and all that, I am doing okay. We are doing okay. Better than most even. Yet...
I feel "meh".
I need something to look forward to. I need a plan. A goal. Some idea that eventually there is something fun and fabulous waiting for me to do. Then maybe the "meh" will go away...just for a little while.
