The oddest thing...

I was on my way home from work today and as I pulled to a slow crawl at a yield sign I saw a smaller sign stuck in the mud beneath it. The smaller sign said, "For Sale...YOUR FUTURE...cheap."

That was it. It didn't give any explanation, it simply was there.

All the way home I was wondering...
...who made that sign?
...why?
...what could have possibly spurred someone to take the time to make a home made sign, go out in the cold and stick it at an intersection with no explanation?
...what does it all mean?

I guess I'll never know. Makes you wonder though. At least it made me wonder. Well, at least until I ate dinner. Then I kind of forgot about it until just now.

Me? ...meh

I'm feeling rather "meh" today. You know that ho-hum, middle of the road, boring, Muzak kind of feeling? I got it. I mean, there's work, there's family stuff, there's home, there's just more regular boring stuff going on and on.

It's January. It's cold. I get like this.

I don't know why I can't just feel some kind of satisfaction in that life is as good as it is. Because it is good. I mean, even with my mom being ill and all that, I am doing okay. We are doing okay. Better than most even. Yet...

I feel "meh".

I need something to look forward to. I need a plan. A goal. Some idea that eventually there is something fun and fabulous waiting for me to do. Then maybe the "meh" will go away...just for a little while.