I'm in one of my moods. We've been going through an audit at work and blah blah blah...I spent so much time dealing with that today I can't even write about it. The real thing on my mind is that I just don't want to be here anymore. No, not not here as in not existing...I mean not here as in not here in Wisconsin anymore.
Now that there is a definite plan to eventually move to Sweden I want it to happen now. But it can't. So my very impatient inner child is having a temper tantrum. I know, I know...we're getting closer. But closer means it's still a couple of YEARS away and, dammit, that's too long!! I mean, it's in sight but still so far out of touch. So I scour the net for Swedish news and music and articles and photos and contact my Swedish "family" and watch the DVDs they send me and talk to my Swede several times each day and then...wait.
I have pictured in my mind how it will be so many times that it is almost palpable. I can see it. I am there. At least in my thoughts. And my heart. I can tell you, the day we pack up the last of whatever it is we will send ahead of us and then get on that plane will be the happiest day of my life. I want it now. NOW!
1 comment:
ahh, you'll get there. it's tangible. patience grasshopper, patience
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